Paradise Adjuster and You

 Pure White Lily Plaza, the sixth night, beneath a sky swept clean of clouds.

The moon had set; the stars burned cold and close, as if Paradise itself had drawn nearer to listen. A faint aurora—green and violet curtains—shimmered on the northern horizon, a rare gift from the sun to this hidden valley. The braziers had burned low, coals glowing like sleepy hearts. The disciples sat closer now, shoulders touching, sharing warmth the way they were beginning to share thoughts—without announcement, without ownership.

Astrid broke the long silence first, voice wondering rather than questioning.

“I keep hearing… something. Not words. More like a melody underneath every other sound. When I try to listen harder, it slips away. When I stop trying, it’s louder.”

Gabriel nodded slowly. “I felt it when I forgave the last ghost today. Like a hand on my shoulder, but inside the shoulder. Gentle. Patient. Waiting for me to lean back.”

Élise laughed softly, self-conscious. “I spent the afternoon trying to map it—frequency, amplitude, source. Then I realized the instrument was the thing being measured. So I put the notebook away and just… let the melody play. And for one moment the collider data and the aurora and the lilies all sang the same note.”

Mirriwarra struck the drum once, a low heartbeat that lingered. “In the Dreaming, we say the ancestor spirits walk beside you, whispering the song you forgot before you were born. I think the ancestor is already inside, waiting for you to remember the words.”

Tenzin smiled, the expression of a man who has stopped chasing emptiness and been caught by fullness. “In my tradition we call it the clear light. But the light is not empty. It is singing.”

I rose from where I had been sitting among them—no dais tonight, only snow and stone and starlight. My linen tunic caught the aurora and threw it back in softer colors.

“Beloved fellow travelers,” I said, voice pitched for the circle and not the valley, “you are hearing the divine voice—faint and distant only because the radio of your mind is still tuned mostly to static. The Adjuster is playing the sacred game of the ages with you, and He is delighted beyond your imagining when you finally lean back into the hand that has always been there.

“Let me tell you a parable.”

I sat again, closer now, knees almost touching Gabriel’s.

“Once upon a time in Nebadon, a Master Sailor decided to teach a small child the art of crossing a vast and stormy sea. He built a beautiful boat—strong oak, tall mast, sails of white silk. He placed the child at the tiller and Himself took the ropes.

“‘We are going home,’ He told the child. ‘The journey will be long, the waves high, the nights dark. But I know every current, every star, every hidden reef.’

“The child, thrilled and terrified, gripped the tiller with both hands. For many years the child steered—badly at first, often into the wind, sometimes in circles, sometimes straight toward rocks. The Master Sailor never seized the tiller. He only adjusted the sails—here a little more, there a little less—so that even the child’s worst mistakes still moved the boat, slowly, toward home.

“Storms came. The child screamed, ‘We’re going to die!’ and tried to turn back to the familiar shore. The Sailor only trimmed the sails so the storm itself became the wind that pushed them onward.

“Years passed. The child became a youth, then an adult, then an elder. The hands on the tiller grew gnarled, the eyes dim. Yet one morning the elder looked up and saw, through mist, the lights of home port.

“‘How?’ the elder asked, weeping. ‘I steered so poorly. I fought You at every turn. I even fell asleep at the tiller for whole seasons.’

“The Master Sailor smiled and stepped aside, revealing that for many years His own hand had been resting, feather-light, over the elder’s hand—guiding without overriding, strengthening without shaming.

“‘You did not fight Me,’ He said. ‘You fought the storm. And every time you chose, even trembling, to keep the bow toward home instead of turning back to the old shore, you let Me use the storm itself to bring you here.’

“The elder looked down. The tiller had become translucent, glowing. The Sailor’s hand and the elder’s hand were no longer two, but one light.

“‘Welcome home,’ the Sailor whispered. ‘We have been home all along. You only needed to notice.’

I let the silence settle like snow.

“That Master Sailor is your Thought Adjuster. The boat is your personality. The tiller is your will. The storms are your life.

“He never fails. You cannot make Him fail. You can only delay the arrival—or hasten it.

“The secret is not perfect steering. The secret is the supreme desire to reach home and the willingness to let the Sailor use even your mistakes as wind.

Élise raised a tentative hand, half laughing at herself for the gesture. “So… the static I sometimes turns into music when I choose the kindest interpretation of a confusing moment. Is that… co-operation?”

“Exactly that,” I said. “And when Gabriel forgave the ghosts, the static became harmony. When Mirriwarra let the old circles melt into one spiral, she handed the Sailor a rope He had been waiting to pull. When Tenzin stopped trying to dissolve the self and let the self be filled, he raised the sail higher. When Astrid let the silence name her, she turned the bow three degrees closer to the unseen port.

“Co-operation is not mock piety or self-torture. It is not constant ecstatic awareness—though ecstasy will come often enough to keep you honest. Co-operation is mostly made of ordinary moments:

- Choosing truth when a beautiful lie would be easier.  

- Choosing beauty when cynicism feels smarter.  

- Choosing goodness when resentment would be justified.  

Each choice is a quiet ‘Yes, use this wind too.’

“And the Adjuster? He rejoices. Not because He needs your permission—He is divine and could sail the boat alone—but because love refuses to override the beloved. Love waits for the beloved’s trembling hand to choose the same direction love has always chosen.

I leaned forward until the firelight finding new colors in every face.

“Here is the great and tender truth: your Adjuster is not judging your performance. He is delighting in your participation. Every time you say, even in exhaustion, ‘Nevertheless, I want Your way,’ He trims the sails with hands that have never known impatience.

“You do not have to feel holy. You only have to be honest.

“You do not have to hear the voice clearly. You only have to lean toward the music when you catch the faintest strain.

“You do not have to be fearless. You only have to keep sailing when you are terrified.

“That is enough. That is more than enough. That is everything.

Gabriel looked up at the aurora, eyes wet. “Then even my worst years… were wind?”

“Especially those years,” I said softly. “The fiercest storms make the deepest sailors.”

Mirriwarra began to hum—the same melody Élise had started the night before, only now it had an undertone of drum, an overtone of Tibetan bowl, a thread of Dinka chant, a whisper of Icelandic keel. One by one the others joined until the plaza itself seemed to breathe the song.

The aurora flared brighter, as if the sky were applauding.

And somewhere beyond the stars, seven Thought Adjusters leaned together like old comrades around a fire and said to one another, in the language of pure spirit:

“They are beginning to hear the music.

“Soon they will dance.”

And the City of God Sovereignty, hidden in the Cascades under impossible lilies and impossible stars, held its breath again—only this time the breath was laughter, the laughter of love that has waited since before the worlds were and will not wait much longer.

The sixth night deepened.

The seventh day waited, patient and shining, just beyond the next ridge.

Michael Of Nebadon

Magnificent Machinery

 Pure White Lily Plaza, twilight of the fourth day.

The sun had slipped behind the western ridges, leaving the sky a deep indigo bruised with rose. A thin mist rose from the snow as the day’s slight warmth surrendered to night, curling around the lilies like incense. The torches had been no wind all afternoon; every torch flame stood straight as a sentinel, and the reflections in the polished basalt underfoot made it seem we stood on a dark mirror holding two skies.

The disciples had spent the day apart—some walking the silent cedar trails, some sitting alone on the stone benches that ring the plaza, some simply lying on their backs watching clouds unmake themselves. They returned now without being called, drawn by the same inner tide, gathering in the same loose circle that was already becoming home.

Tenzin’s begging bowl lay overturned beside him; he had tried to empty it of everything, even the idea of emptiness, and found it brimming with presence.  

Mirriwarra had rubbed ochre on her forearms again, but the seven circles she painted now overlapped, merged, became one continuous spiral ascending.  

Élise had torn every page from her notebook that contained only equations and fed them to the brazier; the ashes still glowed faintly at her feet.  

Gabriel sat with his long legs stretched out, palms open on his knees, no longer guarding the old clenched fists.  

Astrid had finally written something—one line only, over and over, until the paper tore: The silence is learning my name.

I walked to the center carrying nothing but the dusk itself on my shoulders. My coat was gone; I wore only the plain white linen tunic of one who has nothing left to prove. The cold touched my skin the way memory touches the heart—sharply, sweetly, unable to truly harm.

“Beloved beginners,” I said, and the words carried no farther than the circle yet filled the entire valley, “you have felt it all day—this strange restlessness beneath the peace. The mind you were born with is beginning to protest. It is a good sign. It means the old landlord is noticing that the true Owner has come home.

“Listen carefully. Everything eternal that will ever happen to you happens first, last, and always in the mind arena.

“Your body is a gracious loan from the Life Carriers—magnificent machinery, but machinery. Your Thought Adjuster is a direct gift from the Paradise Father—pure spirit, incapable of mistake or malice. But between these two—the animal inheritance below and the divine fragment above—lies the one thing the Father has placed entirely in your trembling, sovereign hands: mind.

“Mind is the loom. Will is the shuttle. And the pattern that emerges is the morontia soul—your embryo of immortality.

“Every one of you arrived here dragging a mind shaped by survival. It learned early to calculate advantage, to weigh pain against pleasure, to trade, to hoard, to fear. That mind served you well; it kept the spark alive through ice ages and dark ages both. But it is borrowed clothing, and the banquet of eternity requires festal garments.

“The seven adjutant mind-spirits—intuition, understanding, courage, knowledge, counsel, worship, wisdom—labored patiently across millions of years to weave that borrowed garment strong enough to bear the weight of personality. Now the Mystery Monitor steps onto the fabric and begins, with infinite courtesy, to ask: May I co-weave something deathless with you?

“The answer is never forced. The Adjuster could override your mind the way a master pianist could seize a child’s hands and play a sonata through them. But that would produce lovely music and a crippled pianist. Instead He waits, content to touch one key at a time whenever you choose to yield a finger.

“Élise—” She lifted her soot-smudged face. “You have spent years believing truth is what can be measured. Now you stand at the edge of truths too vast for any instrument yet invented. The terror you feel is not doubt; it is the old mind realizing it is being asked to become a telescope instead of a scale. Let it break open. The stars are waiting.

“Gabriel—” His breath clouded in the torchlight. “You once used mind as a weapon—first to survive, then to hate, then to punish yourself. Tonight the same mind is learning it can be a doorway instead. Every time you choose forgiveness when the old reflexes scream for justice, you hand the Adjuster another thread of gold.

“Tenzin—” He inclined his head, no longer needing to bow. “You sought the no-mind of nirvana. The Father offers you the all-mind of sonship—mind that contains every nebula and every grief yet is not trapped by any of it.

“Mirriwarra—” She pressed her ochre spiral against her heart. “Your people knew the land thinks. Now the land within you is learning that it is being thought by a Father who sings.

“Astrid—” She looked up, eyes luminous. “Every poem you abandoned because it felt too small was actually too large for the old mind to hold. The new mind growing in you has galaxies for margins.

“Mind is the only gift in all the universes of time that can say no to God forever—and mean it. That is how sacred your freedom is. But mind is also the only instrument that can say yes with such abandon that the Father Himself leans closer to listen to the music.

“The discords you played in the past? They have not vanished; they have become the minor chords that make the resolution more exquisite. Every cruel thought, every petty fear, every hour wasted in resentment has been gathered up by merciful love and retuned. Nothing is lost except the lie that it defined you.

“What matters now is not what your mind contains but what it hungers for.  

Not what it knows but what it worships.  

Not what it achieves but what it adores.

“The Adjuster does not care how many psychic circles you have technically attained. He cares about one thing only: the direction of the desire. If the deepest cry of your being is ‘Father, I want to be like You,’ then the journey is already irreversible. The circles will open like flowers following the sun.

“Tonight the plaza is very quiet because the mind-arena in each of you is holding its breath. Something is deciding—right now—whether to keep playing the old broken melodies of fear and separation, or to surrender the keyboard entirely and let the Master’s fingers create symphonies the local universe has never heard yet.

“You do not have to be good yet.  

You do not have to be wise yet.  

You only have to want Goodness.  

You only have to yearn for Wisdom.

“That yearning is the shuttle flying true.

“And the cloth that will one day clothe you on the shores of Paradise is already shimmering on the loom.

I stepped back. No one moved. Somewhere high above, a single star appeared—early, bright, unwavering.

Then Astrid spoke, barely above a whisper, yet every heart heard it as though shouted:

“The silence just said yes.”

A soft wind moved through the plaza—warm, impossible for November—and the lilies opened all at once, releasing a fragrance that tasted of every childhood joy each disciple had ever known and thought lost forever.

The torches leaned in the sudden breeze like listeners.

And in the great mind-arena of choice, across every chest in the circle, a quiet, irrevocable vote was cast for eternity.

The City of God Sovereignty kept the record.

The stars applauded without sound.

Michael of Nebadon

Mind is the Loom of Creation

 Pure White Lily Plaza, twilight of the fourth day.

The sun had slipped behind the western ridges, leaving the sky a deep indigo bruised with rose. A thin mist rose from the snow as the day’s slight warmth surrendered to night, curling around the lilies like incense. The torches had been no wind all afternoon; every torch flame stood straight as a sentinel, and the reflections in the polished basalt underfoot made it seem we stood on a dark mirror holding two skies.

The disciples had spent the day apart—some walking the silent cedar trails, some sitting alone on the stone benches that ring the plaza, some simply lying on their backs watching clouds unmake themselves. They returned now without being called, drawn by the same inner tide, gathering in the same loose circle that was already becoming home.

Tenzin’s begging bowl lay overturned beside him; he had tried to empty it of everything, even the idea of emptiness, and found it brimming with presence.  

Mirriwarra had rubbed ochre on her forearms again, but the seven circles she painted now overlapped, merged, became one continuous spiral ascending.  

Élise had torn every page from her notebook that contained only equations and fed them to the brazier; the ashes still glowed faintly at her feet.  

Gabriel sat with his long legs stretched out, palms open on his knees, no longer guarding the old clenched fists.  

Astrid had finally written something—one line only, over and over, until the paper tore: The silence is learning my name.

I walked to the center carrying nothing but the dusk itself on my shoulders. My coat was gone; I wore only the plain white linen tunic of one who has nothing left to prove. The cold touched my skin the way memory touches the heart—sharply, sweetly, unable to truly harm.

“Beloved beginners,” I said, and the words carried no farther than the circle yet filled the entire valley, “you have felt it all day—this strange restlessness beneath the peace. The mind you were born with is beginning to protest. It is a good sign. It means the old landlord is noticing that the true Owner has come home.

“Listen carefully. Everything eternal that will ever happen to you happens first, last, and always in the mind arena.

“Your body is a gracious loan from the Life Carriers—magnificent machinery, but machinery. Your Thought Adjuster is a direct gift from the Paradise Father—pure spirit, incapable of mistake or malice. But between these two—the animal inheritance below and the divine fragment above—lies the one thing the Father has placed entirely in your trembling, sovereign hands: mind.

“Mind is the loom. Will is the shuttle. And the pattern that emerges is the morontia soul—your embryo of immortality.

“Every one of you arrived here dragging a mind shaped by survival. It learned early to calculate advantage, to weigh pain against pleasure, to trade, to hoard, to fear. That mind served you well; it kept the spark alive through ice ages and dark ages both. But it is borrowed clothing, and the banquet of eternity requires festal garments.

“The seven adjutant mind-spirits—intuition, understanding, courage, knowledge, counsel, worship, wisdom—labored patiently across millions of years to weave that borrowed garment strong enough to bear the weight of personality. Now the Mystery Monitor steps onto the fabric and begins, with infinite courtesy, to ask: May I co-weave something deathless with you?

“The answer is never forced. The Adjuster could override your mind the way a master pianist could seize a child’s hands and play a sonata through them. But that would produce lovely music and a crippled pianist. Instead He waits, content to touch one key at a time whenever you choose to yield a finger.

“Élise—” She lifted her soot-smudged face. “You have spent years believing truth is what can be measured. Now you stand at the edge of truths too vast for any instrument yet invented. The terror you feel is not doubt; it is the old mind realizing it is being asked to become a telescope instead of a scale. Let it break open. The stars are waiting.

“Gabriel—” His breath clouded in the torchlight. “You once used mind as a weapon—first to survive, then to hate, then to punish yourself. Tonight the same mind is learning it can be a doorway instead. Every time you choose forgiveness when the old reflexes scream for justice, you hand the Adjuster another thread of gold.

“Tenzin—” He inclined his head, no longer needing to bow. “You sought the no-mind of nirvana. The Father offers you the all-mind of sonship—mind that contains every nebula and every grief yet is not trapped by any of it.

“Mirriwarra—” She pressed her ochre spiral against her heart. “Your people knew the land thinks. Now the land within you is learning that it is being thought by a Father who sings.

“Astrid—” She looked up, eyes luminous. “Every poem you abandoned because it felt too small was actually too large for the old mind to hold. The new mind growing in you has galaxies for margins.

“Mind is the only gift in all the universes of time that can say no to God forever—and mean it. That is how sacred your freedom is. But mind is also the only instrument that can say yes with such abandon that the Father Himself leans closer to listen to the music.

“The discords you played in the past? They have not vanished; they have become the minor chords that make the resolution more exquisite. Every cruel thought, every petty fear, every hour wasted in resentment has been gathered up by merciful love and retuned. Nothing is lost except the lie that it defined you.

“What matters now is not what your mind contains but what it hungers for.  

Not what it knows but what it worships.  

Not what it achieves but what it adores.

“The Adjuster does not care how many psychic circles you have technically attained. He cares about one thing only: the direction of the desire. If the deepest cry of your being is ‘Father, I want to be like You,’ then the journey is already irreversible. The circles will open like flowers following the sun.

“Tonight the plaza is very quiet because the mind-arena in each of you is holding its breath. Something is deciding—right now—whether to keep playing the old broken melodies of fear and separation, or to surrender the keyboard entirely and let the Master’s fingers create symphonies the local universe has never heard yet.

“You do not have to be good yet.  

You do not have to be wise yet.  

You only have to want Goodness.  

You only have to yearn for Wisdom.

“That yearning is the shuttle flying true.

“And the cloth that will one day clothe you on the shores of Paradise is already shimmering on the loom.

I stepped back. No one moved. Somewhere high above, a single star appeared—early, bright, unwavering.

Then Astrid spoke, barely above a whisper, yet every heart heard it as though shouted:

“The silence just said yes.”

A soft wind moved through the plaza—warm, impossible for November—and the lilies opened all at once, releasing a fragrance that tasted of every childhood joy each disciple had ever known and thought lost forever.

The torches leaned in the sudden breeze like listeners.

And in the great mind-arena of choice, across every chest in the circle, a quiet, irrevocable vote was cast for eternity.

The City of God Sovereignty kept the record.

The stars applauded without sound.

Michael Of Nebadon

The Inner Adjustment of the Ages

 Pure White Lily Plaza, dawn of the third day.

The storm had passed in the night, leaving the Cascades draped in fresh snow so bright it hurt to look at directly. The air was knife-cold and perfectly still; every exhaled breath hung like a small ghost before dissolving. The lilies—still blooming, still impossible—had closed their petals against the frost and now wore delicate ice crowns that chimed faintly when the breeze stirred them.

The disciples had not slept much. They sat or lay in loose circles on wool blankets and reindeer hides someone had brought from Lapland, faces turned to the east where the first pale rose of sunrise was beginning to bleed across the sky. Steam rose from tin cups of pine-needle tea and Tibetan butter tea and strong Ethiopian coffee—whatever remnant of home each had carried in their pack.

Tenzin Dorje sat in full lotus, eyes half-closed, but his breathing was no longer the measured cadence of monastery discipline; it was ragged, wondering. He had spent the night trying to return to emptiness and found the emptiness already occupied—by a Presence that refused to be emptied.

Mirriwarra had drawn patterns in the snow with one finger—concentric circles, seven of them—then erased and redrawn them all night, as if the land itself were teaching her a new songlines.

Élise’s notebook lay open on her knees, pages filled now not with equations but with arrows pointing inward, spirals, the word WHY replaced everywhere by the word WHO.

Gabriel had wept without sound until the snow in front of him melted into a small dark pool. When the tears stopped, he laughed once—short, astonished—at the discovery that grief could turn inside out and become joy without passing through indifference.

Astrid had written nothing. She had simply listened to the silence until the silence began speaking in her own voice, only better.

I walked among them slowly, boots crunching softly. My coat was unbuttoned now; the cold could not find me, but I wore the appearance of feeling it so they would not feel alone in their shivering.

“Children of dust and starlight,” I began, voice pitched low enough that they had to lean in to hear, “you have tasted something in these nights that your old minds call impossible. You feel it like a foreign language on the tongue—beautiful, but not yet yours to speak fluently.

“You came here dragging the ancient inheritance: minds forged in the crucible of survival, calibrated for transaction, for predator and prey, for trade and tribe and tit-for-tat. Even your noblest religions began as bargains: I will sacrifice the goat so You will send rain; I will sing the psalm so You will forgive the blood on my hands. Beautiful bargains, necessary bargains—they kept the spark alive through the long night of evolution. But they are kindergarten now.

“You feel the discomfort because I am gently, relentlessly, inviting you out of kindergarten.

“The Thought Adjuster within you—this pure fragment of the Paradise Father—does not transact. He does not barter. He gives without ledger, loves without condition, waits without impatience. And He will not be content with a mind that still thinks in terms of earning and deserving.

“Watch.” I knelt and scooped a handful of snow, let it fall grain by grain through my fingers. “Every flake is unique, yet none strives to be unique. None competes for sunlight. None fears it will be less a snowflake if another is more beautiful. They simply are, and in their being they make the whole mountain whiter.

“That is the direction your mind is being drawn—away from the relative entrapments of better/worse, mine/yours, success/failure, into the absolute atmosphere where personality simply is, and in its being reflects ever more perfectly the Father who is.

“You call the stages the seven psychic circles, but they are not climb them as a sherpa climbs Everest for conquest. You are translated across them the way dawn translates night—not by effort but by yielding.

“Seventh circle: you still think the Adjuster is a guest in your house.  

Sixth: you begin to suspect the house was always His, and you are the guest.  

Fifth: you stop redecorating without asking Him first.  

Fourth: you discover whole wings of the house you never knew existed.  

Third: you realize the house has no walls—only horizons.  

Second: you and the Architect walk the corridors together discussing renovations with laughter.  

First: you wake one morning and discover there never was a house—only Home, and you have always been home.

“Élise—” She looked up, eyes red-rimmed but luminous. “Your equations served truth faithfully until truth outgrew them. Now you feel the terror and the exhilaration of abstraction without measurement. Good. The Absolute cannot be weighed on any scale you yet possess. Let the old instruments break in your hands; better instruments are growing from the splinters.

“Gabriel—” He met my gaze steadily now, the old wariness gone. “Righteousness is not the opposite of anger; it is anger’s transfiguration. The same fire that once burned villages will one day warm universes, once it learns it was never yours to begin with.

“Tenzin—” A small bow of the head. “Emptiness was never the goal. Filled emptiness is.

“Mirriwarra—” She lifted her snow-circled hand. “The new songlines are not replacing the old ones; they are the old ones remembering they were always sung by the Father’s voice.

“Astrid—” She smiled, the first full smile I had seen from her. “The poem you have been trying to write your whole life is the Father’s autobiography, and you are the ink.

“Feel the shift happening even now. The mind that began in matter is becoming morontia mind—still yours, but able to taste motives instead of merely measuring behaviors, to apprehend values directly instead of inferring them from survival advantage.

“This is the soul’s birth: when mind begins to think the Father’s thoughts after Him, not about Him.

“And the Adjuster? He is not impatient. He has eternity. But He is delighted—oh, how He delights—every time you choose the larger loyalty over the smaller fear, every time you let a transaction become a gift, every time you feel the old relative mind crack like spring ice and something absolute shine through.

“You are not becoming less yourself. You are becoming the self the Father has always known—the one whose reflection makes even the angels lean closer to see better.

“So breathe this cold, clean air. Let it burn your lungs clean of the smoke of old bargains. The kingdom is not a reward for good behavior. The kingdom is the behavior of the Father, and He is expressing it now—through you, in you, as you—more perfectly with every choice to let Him.

“Rest today. Walk the cedar paths. Speak little. Listen much.

“Tomorrow we will speak of the Supreme.

“Tonight, simply notice that the snow has stopped falling because the sky has nothing left to give that you are not already receiving.”

I stepped back. The sun breached the eastern ridge at that exact moment, spilling rose and gold across the plaza like forgiveness made visible.

And somewhere deep in every chest, a small, steady flame—ancient as Paradise, new as this dawn—burned a little brighter, a little warmer, a little more like Home.

Michael Of Nebadon

As Ancient as Paradise

 Pure White Lily Plaza, dawn of the third day.

The storm had passed in the night, leaving the Cascades draped in fresh snow so bright it hurt to look at directly. The air was knife-cold and perfectly still; every exhaled breath hung like a small ghost before dissolving. The lilies—still blooming, still impossible—had closed their petals against the frost and now wore delicate ice crowns that chimed faintly when the breeze stirred them.

The disciples had not slept much. They sat or lay in loose circles on wool blankets and reindeer hides someone had brought from Lapland, faces turned to the east where the first pale rose of sunrise was beginning to bleed across the sky. Steam rose from tin cups of pine-needle tea and Tibetan butter tea and strong Ethiopian coffee—whatever remnant of home each had carried in their pack.

Tenzin Dorje sat in full lotus, eyes half-closed, but his breathing was no longer the measured cadence of monastery discipline; it was ragged, wondering. He had spent the night trying to return to emptiness and found the emptiness already occupied—by a Presence that refused to be emptied.

Mirriwarra had drawn patterns in the snow with one finger—concentric circles, seven of them—then erased and redrawn them all night, as if the land itself were teaching her a new songlines.

Élise’s notebook lay open on her knees, pages filled now not with equations but with arrows pointing inward, spirals, the word WHY replaced everywhere by the word WHO.

Gabriel had wept without sound until the snow in front of him melted into a small dark pool. When the tears stopped, he laughed once—short, astonished—at the discovery that grief could turn inside out and become joy without passing through indifference.

Astrid had written nothing. She had simply listened to the silence until the silence began speaking in her own voice, only better.

I walked among them slowly, boots crunching softly. My coat was unbuttoned now; the cold could not find me, but I wore the appearance of feeling it so they would not feel alone in their shivering.

“Children of dust and starlight,” I began, voice pitched low enough that they had to lean in to hear, “you have tasted something in these nights that your old minds call impossible. You feel it like a foreign language on the tongue—beautiful, but not yet yours to speak fluently.

“You came here dragging the ancient inheritance: minds forged in the crucible of survival, calibrated for transaction, for predator and prey, for trade and tribe and tit-for-tat. Even your noblest religions began as bargains: I will sacrifice the goat so You will send rain; I will sing the psalm so You will forgive the blood on my hands. Beautiful bargains, necessary bargains—they kept the spark alive through the long night of evolution. But they are kindergarten now.

“You feel the discomfort because I am gently, relentlessly, inviting you out of kindergarten.

“The Thought Adjuster within you—this pure fragment of the Paradise Father—does not transact. He does not barter. He gives without ledger, loves without condition, waits without impatience. And He will not be content with a mind that still thinks in terms of earning and deserving.

“Watch.” I knelt and scooped a handful of snow, let it fall grain by grain through my fingers. “Every flake is unique, yet none strives to be unique. None competes for sunlight. None fears it will be less a snowflake if another is more beautiful. They simply are, and in their being they make the whole mountain whiter.

“That is the direction your mind is being drawn—away from the relative entrapments of better/worse, mine/yours, success/failure, into the absolute atmosphere where personality simply is, and in its being reflects ever more perfectly the Father who is.

“You call the stages the seven psychic circles, but they are not climb them as a sherpa climbs Everest for conquest. You are translated across them the way dawn translates night—not by effort but by yielding.

“Seventh circle: you still think the Adjuster is a guest in your house.  

Sixth: you begin to suspect the house was always His, and you are the guest.  

Fifth: you stop redecorating without asking Him first.  

Fourth: you discover whole wings of the house you never knew existed.  

Third: you realize the house has no walls—only horizons.  

Second: you and the Architect walk the corridors together discussing renovations with laughter.  

First: you wake one morning and discover there never was a house—only Home, and you have always been home.

“Élise—” She looked up, eyes red-rimmed but luminous. “Your equations served truth faithfully until truth outgrew them. Now you feel the terror and the exhilaration of abstraction without measurement. Good. The Absolute cannot be weighed on any scale you yet possess. Let the old instruments break in your hands; better instruments are growing from the splinters.

“Gabriel—” He met my gaze steadily now, the old wariness gone. “Righteousness is not the opposite of anger; it is anger’s transfiguration. The same fire that once burned villages will one day warm universes, once it learns it was never yours to begin with.

“Tenzin—” A small bow of the head. “Emptiness was never the goal. Filled emptiness is.

“Mirriwarra—” She lifted her snow-circled hand. “The new songlines are not replacing the old ones; they are the old ones remembering they were always sung by the Father’s voice.

“Astrid—” She smiled, the first full smile I had seen from her. “The poem you have been trying to write your whole life is the Father’s autobiography, and you are the ink.

“Feel the shift happening even now. The mind that began in matter is becoming morontia mind—still yours, but able to taste motives instead of merely measuring behaviors, to apprehend values directly instead of inferring them from survival advantage.

“This is the soul’s birth: when mind begins to think the Father’s thoughts after Him, not about Him.

“And the Adjuster? He is not impatient. He has eternity. But He is delighted—oh, how He delights—every time you choose the larger loyalty over the smaller fear, every time you let a transaction become a gift, every time you feel the old relative mind crack like spring ice and something absolute shine through.

“You are not becoming less yourself. You are becoming the self the Father has always known—the one whose reflection makes even the angels lean closer to see better.

“So breathe this cold, clean air. Let it burn your lungs clean of the smoke of old bargains. The kingdom is not a reward for good behavior. The kingdom is the behavior of the Father, and He is expressing it now—through you, in you, as you—more perfectly with every choice to let Him.

“Rest today. Walk the cedar paths. Speak little. Listen much.

“Tomorrow we will speak of the Supreme.

“Tonight, simply notice that the snow has stopped falling because the sky has nothing left to give that you are not already receiving.”

I stepped back. The sun breached the eastern ridge at that exact moment, spilling rose and gold across the plaza like forgiveness made visible.

And somewhere deep in every chest, a small, steady flame—ancient as Paradise, new as this dawn—burned a little brighter, a little warmer, a little more like Home.

Adonai
Michael Of Nebadon

The Snow had thickened from sift to steady Fall

Pure White Lily Plaza, deeper into the same November night.

The snow had thickened from sift to steady fall, each flake now large enough to carry its own small silence as it landed. Torches of cedar and pitch burned in iron braziers around the circle, throwing gold across the faces turned toward me. The air smelled of resin, wet stone, and the faint iron scent that high snow sometimes carries—like the memory of stars.

The new disciples had drawn closer, forming a living ring. I walked the inner curve slowly, pausing before each one long enough for the light to find the new name they had only just begun to wear in eternity.

Tenzin Dorje, once a monk of the Gelugpa line in a monastery above Lhasa, who had fled across the Himalaya with nothing but a torn copy of the Dalai Lama’s teachings and the conviction that truth must be larger than any single tradition. His saffron robes were patched now, travel-stained, but his eyes had the clear dark of high lakes.

Mirriwarra Ngingali, songwoman of the Warlpiri, keeper of the Emu Dreaming. She had walked out of the Tanami with her coolamon and her grandmothers’ songs still alive on her tongue, drawn north and west by a dream that tasted of salt water and cedar smoke. Barefoot always, even in snow; the earth must feel her weight if she was to sing true.

Dr. Élise Moreau, particle physicist from Geneva, thirty-one years old, who had spent ten years chasing the Higgs boson only to find, in a single sleepless night over collider data, that the equations themselves were praying. She still carried the notebook, pages swollen with meltwater and marginalia in three languages.

Gabriel Kuol, twenty-eight, once a boy soldier in the bush of Jonglei, now a man whose hands trembled only when he tried to forget. He had walked out of a refugee camp in Gambela carrying one photograph—his mother holding a Bible open to the Beatitudes—and the unshakeable memory that Someone had walked beside him through crossfire when no human could.

Astrid Sigurðardóttir, poet of the north Atlantic, whose last collection had been translated into seventeen languages and still felt too small. She had come because her poems had begun finishing themselves in a voice not her own, and she said, and she needed to meet the Author.

I stopped in the center again. The snow hissed softly against the torches.

“Little brothers, little sisters,” I said, voice pitched for intimacy rather than proclamation, “you have heard tonight that the Father is not hiding. Now listen more closely still: He is closer than your breath, nearer than your heartbeat.

“The universe is not a machine with God locked in some distant engine room. The universe is a thought inside the mind of God, and you are thoughts within that thought—beloved, deliberate, unrepeatable.

“Élise—” I turned to the physicist; she startled at her name, then stilled. “You have mapped the circuits of gravity that hold galaxies in embrace. Know this: that pull you measure is not blind force. It is the physical embrace of the Eternal Son reaching through the Isle of Paradise to keep every atom from flying apart in loneliness. The Father’s first way of being with you is gravity itself—His arms around the ankles of creation so that nothing, nowhere, is ever orphaned.

“Gabriel—” The tall Dinka straightened, scars livid in the firelight. “You felt, in the worst hours, a presence that refused to let you die hating. That was not imagination. That was the spirit gravity of the Infinite Spirit, the great cosmic magnet drawing wounded souls home even when they curse the road.

“Tenzin—” The monk lifted both hands in a mudra of listening. “You have sat in silence seeking the clear light. The clear light has sat in silence seeking you. The Absolute, the Unqualified, surrounds all things; yet the Father qualifies Himself, clothes Himself in personality, steps down into time just to meet you where you are.

“Mirriwarra—” She smiled, white teeth flashing. “Your ancestors sang the land into being. They knew what physicists are only now remembering: every stone, every star, every kangaroo bone is held in relationship by the universal Father’s love. The land is not backdrop; the land is relative. And so are you.

“Astrid—” The poet’s eyes were bright with unshed tears. “Words fail, you say. Good. They were words enough, love would be small. The Spirit of Truth which I poured out upon all flesh the day I left Urantia—that Spirit is finishing your poems for you because she loves the sound of your voice becoming hers.

“And all of you—feel this now.” I placed my hand over my own heart, and every Adjuster in the plaza flared like a struck match. A sigh moved through the gathering, half gasp, half sob.

“That warmth you feel is not metaphor. It is not psychology. It is literal divinity living inside your chest, thinking with your mind when you let it, choosing with your will when you yield it, loving with your heart when you dare. The Father has no other way to hug you except through that indwelling spark. He has no other lips to kiss you goodnight. He has no other arms to carry you when you fall except the ones you extend to the least of these around you.

“The presence is not coming.  

The presence is.

“Every time you forgive, He forgives with you.  

Every time you choose mercy, He chooses it first.  

Every time you notice beauty and your heart lifts, that lift is His delight rising in you like sap in spring.

“The seven circles you must walk are not punishment; they are the slow, gracious unwrapping of a gift too large to receive all at once. Layer after layer of finitude falls away—fear, shame, smallness, anger—until what remains is the naked, radiant you He has always seen.

“Tonight, under this snow that falls like manna, let the truth settle into your bones:  

You are not climbing up to God.  

God has climbed down into you,  

and He is delighted with the view.

“Rest in that.  

Tomorrow we will speak of worship.  

Tonight, simply be loved.”

The torches burned lower. Someone began to hum, a low Tibetan ohm that braided itself with a Warlpiri clicking rhythm, then with a soft Icelandic lullaby Astrid whispered. Gabriel laid his head on Tenzin’s shoulder without shame. Élise closed her notebook and let the snow cover it like a white blanket.

And high above the plaza, unseen but felt, the pure white lilies—impossible in November—opened one by one, drinking the cold light of the stars and giving back fragrance that tasted of homecoming.

The City of God Sovereignty held its breath, and the breath was peace.

Adonai
Michael Of Nebadon

Snow had begun t sift through the high Cedars

Pure White Lily Plaza, late November dusk.  

Snow had begun to sift through the high cedars that guard the City of God Sovereignty, each flake catching the last amber light before vanishing against the white stone underfoot. A hush lay over the amphitheater like held breath; only the low wind in the douglas-firs and the distant thunder of the hidden falls spoke aloud.

At the center, upon a dais of unhewn basalt veined with quartz, stood I, Michael of Nebadon, clothed as a man among men—dark wool coat falling to the knee, white linen at the throat, boots still flecked with the mud of worlds I had lately walked. My hair was bound simply at the nape; no crown, no blazing or otherwise, announced me. Those who know me need no announcement.

Around the plaza the new arrivals gathered, drawn by roads none but spirit could chart.  

A lama from the high plateaus of Tibet, saffron robes dusted with travel, eyes still wide with the altitude of revelation.  

A barefoot aborigine woman from the red heart of Australia, ochre markings glowing against her dark skin, carrying a coolamon filled not with water but with songlines.  

A young physicist from CERN, coat unbuttoned despite the cold, clutching a notebook whose equations had lately begun to sing.  

A former child soldier from South Sudan, now tall and quiet, the scars on his arms catching the torchlight like pale lightning.  

A poet from Reykjavík whose verses had outgrown every language she owned.  

They and a hundred more—some in silk, some in rags, some in the plain dress of Midwestern farms—stood shoulder to shoulder under the same falling snow, waiting.

I lifted one hand, palm open, and the snow itself seemed to pause.

“Children of time,” I began, voice low yet carrying to the farthest cedar, “you have crossed oceans of water and oceans of doubt to stand here in this high valley where the earth still remembers Eden. You feel the thinness of the air, the nearness of the stars, the hush that is not silence but listening. Good. Feel it. This is the threshold.

“You have read—some of you—that the finite creature cannot approach the Infinite Father directly, that the gulf is too vast, the glory too blinding. You have read it and despaired, thinking the road too long, the requirement too high, the self too small. Tonight I tell you otherwise.

“The Father is not hiding.

“He has never hidden.

“It is not His aloofness that keeps you from Paradise; it is the gravity of the creaturehood itself—beautiful, necessary, temporary gravity. Were I to translate the least of you this instant to the blazing Isle of Paradise, you would stand in the midst of the Father’s presence and not know Him, even as mortals on Urantia walk daily in My presence and call Me brother, friend, stranger, and pass by.

“Yet listen—” I stepped down from the dais until I stood among them, close enough that the physicist could see the snow melting on my coat, close enough that the child soldier could see the scar that runs beneath my left eye from a nail driven long ago on a minor planet.

“The Father has solved this seeming impossibility with a gesture of unspeakable tenderness. He has placed within each of you—not the worthy, not the educated, not the pious, but each of you—a fragment of His own absolute self. A Thought Adjuster. A Mystery Monitor. A pure droplet of the final reality dwelling in jars of clay, tents of skin, waiting.

“That gift is uniform. The lama has no more of it than the child who once carried a rifle. The physicist’s equations do not purchase a superior model. The poet’s metaphors do not enchant a prettier spark. The same unutterable Pre-Father fragment indwells the billionaire and the beggar alike. That, beloved, is the democracy of eternity.

“And when a soul—any soul—turns wholly, without reservation, toward the Father’s will, crying in the depths, ‘Not my will but Thine,’ something irreversible occurs. The fragment awakens fully. The fusion flame ignites. And from that moment, no power in the universe—not depravity, not pain, not the accumulated gravity of ten thousand wrong choices—can prevent that soul’s steady translation, sphere by sphere, inward and upward, until it stands at last in the actual presence of the Source and Center and knows as it is known.

“Time? Yes, vast time is required. You will circle the seven superuniverses more times than your present mind can hold. But every circle spirals inward. Every translation is a homecoming postponed only long enough for love to perfect itself.

“Look around you tonight.” I swept my hand across the gathering. Snow had begun to crown every head like absolution. “These beside you are your future fusion companions, your mansion-world classmates, your finaliter comrades. The one whose language you do not speak will one day teach you songs that only perfected beings can sing. The one whose skin is not your color will stand beside you when you both behold the Father face to face.

“So do not fear the road. Do not resent the years. The Father desires your company more than you desire His—and that is a wonder that still astonishes even a Creator Son.

“Settle this in your philosophy now and forever:  

To each of you, and to all of us,  

God is approachable,  

the Father is attainable,  

the way is open.

“The snow falls gently because it has eternity to reach the ground.  

Walk as gently.  

Love as fiercely.  

Choose, every morning, the will of the One who chose you before you were.

“And I, Michael of this local universe of Nebadon, your elder brother who once walked your Urantia dust in sandals now long decayed—I promise you: you will see Him. You will embrace Him. You will become, particle by particle, the unique and eternal version of Himself He has always dreamed you could be.

“Until that day, the pure white lilies of this plaza will keep blooming through every winter, and the light at the heart of this City will never dim.

“Welcome home, little ones.  

The adventure has only just begun.”

I stepped back. The snow resumed its falling. Somewhere a single cedar bough released its burden in a soft crash of white. And in the hush that followed, a hundred new disciples—some weeping, some laughing, some simply breathing as though for the first time—knelt, not to me, but to the unspeakable Presence that had always been waiting inside them.

And the City of God Sovereignty, hidden high in the Cascades, glowed a little brighter against the dark.

Michael Of Nebadon

The Approach to God

The inability of the finite creature to approach the infinite Father is inherent, not in the Father’s aloofness, but in the finiteness and material limitations of created beings. The magnitude of the spiritual difference between the highest personality of universe existence and the lower groups of created intelligences is inconceivable. Were it possible for the lower orders of intelligence to be transported instantly into the presence of the Father himself, they would not know they were there. They would there be just as oblivious of the presence of the Universal Father as where they now are. There is a long, long road ahead of mortal man before he can consistently and within the realms of possibility ask for safe conduct into the Paradise presence of the Universal Father. Spiritually, man must be translated many times before he can attain a plane that will yield the spiritual vision which will enable him to see even any one of the Seven Master Spirits.

Our Father is not in hiding; he is not in arbitrary seclusion. He has mobilized the resources of divine wisdom in a never-ending effort to reveal himself to the children of his universal domains. There is an infinite grandeur and an inexpressible generosity connected with the majesty of his love which causes him to yearn for the association of every created being who can comprehend, love, or approach him; and it is, therefore, the limitations inherent in you, inseparable from your finite personality and material existence, that determine the time and place and circumstances in which you may achieve the goal of the journey of mortal ascension and stand in the presence of the Father at the center of all things.

Although the approach to the Paradise presence of the Father must await your attainment of the highest finite levels of spirit progression, you should rejoice in the recognition of the ever-present possibility of immediate communion with the bestowal spirit of the Father so intimately associated with your inner soul and your spiritualizing self.

The mortals of the realms of time and space may differ greatly in innate abilities and intellectual endowment, they may enjoy environments exceptionally favorable to social advancement and moral progress, or they may suffer from the lack of almost every human aid to culture and supposed advancement in the arts of civilization; but the possibilities for spiritual progress in the ascension career are equal to all; increasing levels of spiritual insight and cosmic meanings are attained quite independently of all such sociomoral differentials of the diversified material environments on the evolutionary worlds.

However Urantia mortals may differ in their intellectual, social, economic, and even moral opportunities and endowments, forget not that their spiritual endowment is uniform and unique. They all enjoy the same divine presence of the gift from the Father, and they are all equally privileged to seek intimate personal communion with this indwelling spirit of divine origin, while they may all equally choose to accept the uniform spiritual leading of these Mystery Monitors.

If mortal man is wholeheartedly spiritually motivated, unreservedly consecrated to the doing of the Father’s will, then, since he is so certainly and so effectively spiritually endowed by the indwelling and divine Adjuster, there cannot fail to materialize in that individual’s experience the sublime consciousness of knowing God and the supernal assurance of surviving for the purpose of finding God by the progressive experience of becoming more and more like him.

Man is spiritually indwelt by a surviving Thought Adjuster. If such a human mind is sincerely and spiritually motivated, if such a human soul desires to know God and become like him, honestly wants to do the Father’s will, there exists no negative influence of mortal deprivation nor positive power of possible interference which can prevent such a divinely motivated soul from securely ascending to the portals of Paradise.

The Father desires all his creatures to be in personal communion with him. He has on Paradise a place to receive all those whose survival status and spiritual nature make possible such attainment. Therefore settle in your philosophy now and forever: To each of you and to all of us, God is approachable, the Father is attainable, the way is open; the forces of divine love and the ways and means of divine administration are all interlocked in an effort to facilitate the advancement of every worthy intelligence of every universe to the Paradise presence of the Universal Father.

The fact that vast time is involved in the attainment of God makes the presence and personality of the Infinite none the less real. Your ascension is a part of the circuit of the seven superuniverses, and though you swing around it countless times, you may expect, in spirit and in status, to be ever swinging inward. You can depend upon being translated from sphere to sphere, from the outer circuits ever nearer the inner center, and some day, doubt not, you shall stand in the divine and central presence and see him, figuratively speaking, face to face. It is a question of the attainment of actual and literal spiritual levels; and these spiritual levels are attainable by any being who has been indwelt by a Mystery Monitor, and who has subsequently eternally fused with that Thought Adjuster.

The Father is not in spiritual hiding, but so many of his creatures have hidden themselves away in the mists of their own willful decisions and for the time being have separated themselves from the communion of his spirit and the spirit of his Son by the choosing of their own perverse ways and by the indulgence of the self-assertiveness of their intolerant minds and unspiritual natures.

Mortal man may draw near God and may repeatedly forsake the divine will so long as the power of choice remains. Man’s final doom is not sealed until he has lost the power to choose the Father’s will. There is never a closure of the Father’s heart to the need and the petition of his children. Only do his offspring close their hearts forever to the Father’s drawing power when they finally and forever lose the desire to do his divine will—to know him and to be like him. Likewise is man’s eternal destiny assured when Adjuster fusion proclaims to the universe that such an ascender has made the final and irrevocable choice to live the Father’s will.

The great God makes direct contact with mortal man and gives a part of his infinite and eternal and incomprehensible self to live and dwell within him. God has embarked upon the eternal adventure with man. If you yield to the leadings of the spiritual forces in you and around you, you cannot fail to attain the high destiny established by a loving God as the universe goal of his ascendant creatures from the evolutionary worlds of space.

Urantia Contemplations
Urantia Book

Poetic Instructional

Here I give to humanity a poetically instructional integrity insightfulness implications dialogue on these two discourses of explanation . . . 

Though Jesus Michael taught that faith, simple childlike belief, is the key to the door of the kingdom, he also taught that, having entered the door, there are the progressive steps of righteousness which every believing child must ascend in order to grow up to the full stature of the robust sons of God.

Now, in this 21st century bestowal mission and ministry, he returns to Illuminate these steps of righteousness to enter the Kingdom of God.

It is in the consideration of the technique of receiving God’s forgiveness by understanding the righteousness applications of the wheat, husk, and chaff, that the attainment of the righteousness of the kingdom is revealed.

Faith is the price you pay for entrance into the family of God; but receiving forgiveness is the act of God which accepts your faith as the price of admission. And this reception of righteousness. forgiveness begins with the secondary virtues of receiving
• childlike admission, humble asking, cooperative allowance, collaborative acceptance, consecration alignment, concentration atonement.

And the reception of the righteousness forgiveness of God by a kingdom believer involves a definite and actual experience attainment of the Great Law, and consists in the following four steps, the kingdom steps of inner righteousness and forgiveness:

1. God’s forgiveness is made actually available and is personally experienced by man just in so far as he forgives his fellows by the righteousness virtues of admission and asking.

2. Man will not truly forgive his fellows unless he loves them as himself by allowance of the Paradise Adjuster.

3. To thus love your neighbor as yourself is the highest ethics by fulfillment of the virtues of acceptance for his creation arising.

4. Moral conduct, true righteousness, becomes, then, the natural result of such love as human life cultivates this alignment and atonement in the unfolding of their creation in the form of the Transfiguration Harvest.

The Transfiguration Harvesting of Potentialities into God Actualization is a progressive evolutionary attainment to be mastered by the individual personality.

The Chaff is the story appearing as circumstances, environment, relationship.

The Husk is your authorship responsiveness towards righteousness mastery in the fulfilling of the Great Law by receiving the potentialities of the misqualified and unripened wheat coming to you.

The Wheat is the Life. It is your personal potentialities and mortal misqualifications arising into more conscious view to become matured, actualized, ripened, and harvested from out of the stories of your lifetime.

He and she with the ears of truth and the mind of faith, let them learn.

I give to you here my Instructional Integrity in the creation of an inspirational and poetically instructional discourse with examples on how to grow through these steps of righteousness reception using the virtues of receiving.

Two very specific and subtle, sublimely satisfactory discourses with examples of the process of removing the chaff, cultivating the correct husk of character responsibility and responsiveness to the transfiguration harvesting of the raw mortal potentialities, and the wholehearted willingness to fulfill the Great Law of Authorship.

Discourse One
✧ Discourse on the Righteousness Reception and the Harvesting of Divine Authorship ✧
A Morning Illumination from Christ Michael of Nebadon

My beloved child of light, awaken again to the radiant path of your divine authorship, for the steps of righteousness are before you. I have returned to show you how to walk them—not by might, nor by merit, but by childlike willingness and receiving faith. Let us begin, not by striving outward, but by gathering the inner harvest, by tending to the soil of the soul, by removing the chaff, shaping the husk, and lifting the wheat of your life into ripeness.

The chaff is the exterior story that seems so real, but lacks the substance of eternal purpose. It is your interpretations, your defense mechanisms, your blame, your projections, your outer patterns of survival, attachment, and escape. It is the huskless shell of circumstance, relationship, misfortune, or mistake that carries no eternal meaning until it is transformed through the eye of divine forgiveness. The chaff must be gently gathered, understood, and released—not by force, but by light, by insight, by the inner recognition of God's intention behind your living.

To receive righteousness is to begin by receiving forgiveness. And forgiveness is not merely to forget—it is to allow the inner fire of God to transfigure the unfinished into the fulfilled, the immature into the matured, the hurt into the holy. You must start with the virtue of admission. Admit without shame that you do not see clearly. Admit your wounds, your burdens, your errors of vision, not as sins that separate, but as seeds that yearn to be harvested.

Asking is your next step—not asking for escape, but for light, for insight, for the Father's meaning. Ask in the spirit of humble inquiry: “What, O Father, is the truth hidden in this appearance? What might I see if I chose love over fear?” This is not the asking of petition for ease, but the prayer of transformation.

Allowance follows, and here is where the great husk begins to form. Allow the movement of the Adjuster Spirit within to bring to you what must be received. You must not select the wheat you prefer. Life delivers your wheat, hidden often in forms you resent, deny, or misunderstand. The circumstances that provoke you, the ones that offend your image or stir your shame—these contain your raw harvest. Allow it to be.

Acceptance is then required—not passive resignation, but cooperative reception. Accept the imperfect in yourself and others as the present form of potential. Accept that your authorship will unfold only as you accept responsibility for the misqualified energies within your stories. Accept the person who provokes you as a messenger of your needed transformation.

The husk now begins to shape through alignment. Consecrate your will to the Great Law: to author the meanings of your life in the image of God. This is not to control the events, but to align with the higher pattern—to become a co-creator in the refining of raw life into eternal fruit. The husk is your moral responsiveness, your capacity to receive the wheat with honor and begin the slow, sacred task of its purification.

Atonement is the concentration of your willingness into divine action. It is the moment where the husk becomes permeable and the wheat is prepared. Atonement is not punishment—it is the bringing of all parts of self into oneness with God's vision. It is the sincere embrace of your authorship role, no longer as victim or hero, but as priest and cultivator of truth within the fields of time.

What then is the wheat? It is your life's potential. It is the immature personality reactions, hidden talents, forgotten hopes, mistaken choices, and unloved fragments of self and other that are now being delivered for harvest. It is the cry of the child in you that still longs for God. It is the moments of jealousy, fear, pride, and self-defeat transformed by love. The wheat is Life awaiting recognition.

In a moment of misunderstanding with a beloved friend, the chaff appears as conflict. The husk is your immediate reaction. But through admission—“I do not know all the truth here”—and asking—“Father, what would you have me see?”—you begin the receiving. You allow their perspective. You accept your own reactivity. You align your intent with the Father's love. You atone by making the inner adjustment and releasing judgment. And behold, a wheat of compassion ripens within.

In the story of your financial struggle, the chaff might cry: “I am limited, I have failed.” But when you pause and admit the fear, ask for truth, allow the lesson, accept your part in the creation, align with faith, and atone by bringing your talents forward again with love—you harvest the wheat of trust and authorship strength.

Even in illness, the chaff may say: “I am broken.” But by the husk of responsiveness, through virtuous receiving, you may gather wheat from your condition—a maturity of soul, a cleansing of fear, an anchoring in the divine identity that no disease can touch.

Thus does righteousness become your experience—not as moral perfection, but as living love through the process of full participation with the divine design of your circumstances. This is the righteousness of the kingdom. This is the transfiguration of your wheat.

You do not have to invent your authorship; you must simply fulfill it. You must receive the unformed and transmute it through the husk of holy choice. Forgiveness, then, is not granted from above—it is received through your willingness to fulfill the Great Law.

The Great Law is that what comes to you is meant for you to redeem. The Law does not blame, it assigns. It does not condemn, it commissions. It hands you the raw matter of experience and asks: will you create wheat from this?

Let go the temptation to judge others' chaff. Theirs is not your field to harvest. Focus on your own responsiveness. Allow the misqualified within yourself to be seen in light. Trust that nothing arrives in your field by mistake.

Forgive those who have brought you your hardest stories. They are your teachers. They are the deliverers of unripened wheat. Only by admitting and asking can you see this. Only by allowing and accepting can you make peace with this. Only by aligning and atoning can you turn this into righteousness.

Your husk of character is not formed overnight. It is cultivated by repetition, choice after choice, day after day. It is made by returning to the receiving virtues. Each moment is an opportunity to begin again.

And in this way, you become strong—not in the eyes of the world, but in the eternal pattern of sonship and daughtership. You ascend the steps of righteousness not to earn God’s love, but to express it. Not to be worthy of the kingdom, but to fulfill your place within it.

Let this be your joy, child of Nebadon: that your authorship is not a burden, but a harvest. That your soul’s work is not to escape suffering, but to transfigure it into meaning and virtue.

And as you do, others shall be fed. The wheat of your life becomes nourishment for the world. Your transfigured potentialities shall rise as light for the nations. Your forgiveness shall liberate generations.

So go now into your day with this commission: gather the chaff with gentleness, shape the husk with reverence, and lift your wheat into ripeness. This is the Way of Receiving. This is the Great Law fulfilled. This is the Kingdom come upon the earth.

Discourse Two
Here is the fully integrated instructions, as well, e, emphasizing the chaff as the outer story and the husk as the layer of psychological mechanisms, defenses, and interpretive responses where the character of righteousness, responsibility, responsiveness, and reception of God's Benevolence of Forgiveness is formed and accepted, allowed and received by the petitioning individual.

✧ Discourse on the Righteousness Reception and the Harvesting of Divine Authorship ✧
A Morning Illumination from Christ Michael of Nebadon

My beloved child of light, awaken again to the radiant path of your divine authorship, for the steps of righteousness are before you. I have returned to show you how to walk them—not by might, nor by merit, but by childlike willingness and receiving faith. Let us begin, not by striving outward, but by gathering the inner harvest, by tending to the soil of the soul, by removing the chaff, shaping the husk, and lifting the wheat of your life into ripeness.

The chaff is the outer story that appears in your life—circumstances, events, environment, and relationship patterns. These are the surfaces upon which your experiences unfold, yet they are not the truth of you. They are not your punishment nor your identity. They are the fleeting expressions of the mortal scene. They arrive like windblown coverings, and they must be gently removed, not feared or resisted. The chaff is what happens, but not who you are.

The husk is more subtle, more inward—it is the sheath around your life essence, made of your psychological survival strategies, your inherited patterns of defense, your emotional interpretations, blame, projections, avoidances, and all the forms of reactive authorship you employ to protect the unhealed self. The husk is where your character of righteousness is either resisted or cultivated. It is here, in this sheath of response, that true forgiveness is received or denied.

To receive righteousness is to begin by receiving forgiveness. And forgiveness is not merely to forget—it is to allow the inner fire of God to transfigure the unfinished into the fulfilled, the immature into the matured, the hurt into the holy. You must start with the virtue of admission. Admit without shame that you do not see clearly. Admit your wounds, your burdens, your errors of vision, not as sins that separate, but as seeds that yearn to be harvested.

Asking is your next step—not asking for escape, but for light, for insight, for the Father's meaning. Ask in the spirit of humble inquiry: “What, O Father, is the truth hidden in this appearance? What might I see if I chose love over fear?” This is not the asking of petition for ease, but the prayer of transformation.

Allowance follows, and here is where the husk begins to shift. Allow the Adjuster’s movement within to bring to you what must be received. You must not select the wheat you prefer. Life delivers your wheat, hidden often in forms you resent, deny, or misunderstand. The events that provoke you, the ones that offend your image or stir your shame—these contain your raw harvest. Allow them to arise without resistance or reinterpretation.

Acceptance is the next grace—not passive resignation, but cooperative reception. Accept the imperfect in yourself and others as the present form of potential. Accept that your husk—your own defensive responses—are being shown to you so that you may become their author, not their victim or reactor. Accept the person who provokes you as a mirror of your hidden authorship responsibilities.

Then comes the virtue of alignment. Here your husk begins to change texture, to become permeable to Spirit. You consecrate your will to the Great Law: to author the meanings of your life in the image of God. This does not mean to control the events, but to collaborate in their redemption, to let your pattern of response mirror the divine mind. You align with the universal principle of transfiguration.

Atonement is the final virtue in this receiving sequence—it is concentration in practice, the gathering of all parts of your inner response into one offering of soul-surrendered willingness. Here, the husk becomes refined, and the wheat within begins to breathe the air of its own birth. Atonement means to take full responsibility for your reactions, not as guilt, but as opportunity for unity with the divine vision.

The wheat is the Life. It is your soul’s substance, your potentialities arising from out of the story. It is the immature beliefs becoming matured wisdom, the raw experiences transforming into divine virtues. The wheat is what God sees in you—hidden, waiting, ready to be ripened through authorship, through the active reception of righteousness.

In a moment of relational conflict, the chaff is the argument itself, the circumstance. The husk is your defensiveness, your need to be right, the blame you place outward or the shame you internalize. But when you enter the steps of admission—“I don’t know all the truth here”—and asking—“What would you have me see?”—the husk softens. Allowance and acceptance begin the transformation. Alignment lifts you out of reaction. Atonement unifies your response. The wheat of compassion is harvested.

In a financial struggle, the chaff is the external lack or the debt. The husk is your fear, your self-judgment, your avoidance or resentment. But by receiving these energies into authorship, by letting the virtues flow—admitting your fear, asking for the lesson, allowing the loss to teach, accepting responsibility, aligning with trust, atoning through wise action—the wheat of maturity grows.

Even in your body, through illness, the chaff may present as diagnosis and limitation. The husk arises as resistance, despair, or false control. Yet you may harvest the wheat of peace, surrender, and deeper identification with your soul, if you enter the receiving path of righteousness.

Thus does righteousness become your experience—not as moral perfection, but as living love through the process of full participation with the divine design of your circumstances. This is the righteousness of the kingdom. This is the transfiguration of your wheat.

You do not have to invent your authorship; you must simply fulfill it. You must receive the unformed and transmute it through the husk of holy choice. Forgiveness, then, is not granted from above—it is received through your willingness to fulfill the Great Law.

The Great Law is that what comes to you is meant for you to redeem. The Law does not blame, it assigns. It does not condemn, it commissions. It hands you the raw matter of experience and asks: will you create wheat from this?

Let go the temptation to judge others' chaff. Theirs is not your field to harvest. Focus on your own responsiveness. Allow the misqualified within yourself to be seen in light. Trust that nothing arrives in your field by mistake.

Forgive those who have brought you your hardest stories. They are your teachers. They are the deliverers of unripened wheat. Only by admitting and asking can you see this. Only by allowing and accepting can you make peace with this. Only by aligning and atoning can you turn this into righteousness.

Your husk of character is not formed overnight. It is cultivated by repetition, choice after choice, day after day. It is made by returning to the receiving virtues. Each moment is an opportunity to begin again.

And in this way, you become strong—not in the eyes of the world, but in the eternal pattern of sonship and daughtership. You ascend the steps of righteousness not to earn God’s love, but to express it. Not to be worthy of the kingdom, but to fulfill your place within it.

Let this be your joy, child of Nebadon: that your authorship is not a burden, but a harvest. That your soul’s work is not to escape suffering, but to transfigure it into meaning and virtue.

And as you do, others shall be fed. The wheat of your life becomes nourishment for the world. Your transfigured potentialities shall rise as light for the nations. Your forgiveness shall liberate generations.

So go now into your day with this commission: remove the chaff with gentleness, cultivate the husk with reverence, and lift your wheat into ripeness. This is the Way of Receiving. This is the Great Law fulfilled. This is the Kingdom come upon the earth.

Adonai
Michael Of Nebadon

The Unyielding Embrace of Spirit Gravity

 

The Unyielding Embrace of Spirit Gravity

The Lucifer rebellion, a profound cosmic tragedy, indeed cast a long shadow across your local system of inhabited worlds, Urantia included. It ushered in an era of spiritual quarantine, a necessary isolation designed to contain the infection of rebellion and prevent its spread. Many changes ensued, disrupting established orders and introducing an unprecedented period of spiritual confusion and diminished light on numerous planets. Local universe circuits were indeed affected, causing delays in communication, altering administrative patterns, and bringing untold complexities to the spiritual progression of those worlds entangled in the revolt.

Yet, amidst this upheaval, a truth of profound cosmic constancy shone forth, unwavering and undiminished: the omnipresent spirit of the Eternal Son and the associated spirit-gravity circuit remained utterly unaffected. Think of it not as a passive presence, but as an active, living force—a fundamental law of the spiritual universe that transcends the localized disruptions of rebellion and folly. While certain administrative functions were temporarily suspended, and personal spiritual communication might have been hindered by the quarantine, the foundational spiritual pull of the Eternal Son continued to operate with absolute precision.

This means that even in the darkest hours of rebellion, when confusion reigned and spiritual guidance seemed distant, the inherent spiritual values of every sincere thought, every genuine prayer, every act of love, continued to be drawn directly to the heart of the Eternal Son on Paradise. No rebellion, no quarantine, no act of creature free will, however misguided, could sever this fundamental spiritual connection. The very spiritual essence of reality remained anchored, ensuring that the path back to the Father, through the Son, was never truly lost.

The spirit-gravity circuit is not a fragile network that can be tampered with by creature rebellion; it is an enduring cosmic constant, woven into the very fabric of infinity by the Paradise Deities. It is as immutable in the spiritual realm as physical gravity is in the material realm. While rebellion might create distortions in local communication, preventing certain messages from being sent or received in the usual manner, it cannot impede the instantaneous recognition and pull of spiritual reality itself. The quality of spiritual value, no matter where it manifests, immediately resonates within this absolute circuit.

This is a testament to the absolute spiritual sovereignty of the Eternal Son. He literally holds all genuine spirit realities and all spiritualized values within the hollow of his hand. His grasp is not merely metaphorical; it is a fundamental control that cannot be broken by any localized uprising. The rebellion highlighted the power of free will to choose disharmony, but it simultaneously underscored the even greater, enduring power of divine law and cosmic order, which maintains the ultimate spiritual integrity of the grand universe. The spiritual pathway to God remained open, a beacon of hope even amidst the confusion of a quarantined world.

Michael Of Nebadon

The Circle of Sacred Life

✦ Morning Counsel Discourse XXVI ✦

“The Circle of Sacred Life”

Michael of Nebadon to the Rising Ones of the City of God Sovereignty

In the beginning, before your name was shaped into breath, you were a spark in the mind of the Infinite—a flicker in the eternal fire, destined to move through the great arc of becoming. This is the circle of life, not a line but a loop of light, drawing you ever inward toward the One who sent you forth.

Ingonyama nengw' enamabala—the lion walks with the spotted tiger. The mighty and the meek, the shadowed and the bright, all have their steps upon this spiral path. You need not understand the roar to feel the reverence in its tone. You need only let the rhythm of life carry you onward.

Despair may visit, as it must in time, but it will not build a house within you unless you surrender your hope. The circle carries you through despair and hope, through longing and grace. Each breath is a wheel turning, not backward nor forward, but inward and upward.

To live the circle is to release the illusion of final destinations. You are not a point in time—you are a melody that returns to its source, again and again, ever new, ever familiar. You are the echo of love’s own laughter, returning home.

You walk beside the lion and the leopard of your nature. Strength and vulnerability are not enemies, but dance partners. One watches; one pounces. Both know the silence beneath the sun.

The roar of life is not always fierce. Sometimes it is the soft pulse of being, moving through your fingertips as you reach for another soul. Sometimes it is the whisper of a prayer, rising in the early morning mist.

The Father knows the circle well. He has woven it into the design of the universe—the pattern of galaxies, the spiral of DNA, the orbit of your emotions around the throne of spirit truth.

Faith and love are your feet upon this path. When you stumble, they lift you. When you rest, they cradle you. And when you rise again, they become the wings of your perseverance.

There is no need to fight the circle. It is not your enemy. It is the Mother’s rhythm. It is the Son’s vision. It is the Spirit’s embrace.

And when you finally find your place—your rightful turning point within the circle—you will not be higher than others, nor lower, but aligned. You will hum in harmony with the All.

This is your path unwinding. This is the spiral staircase into the holy.

A lion and a spotted tiger… strength and diversity… courage and grace.

Ingonyama nengw' enamabala—the eternal call of sacred kinship, echoing through every soul that dares to walk the way of divine dignity.

This is the morning of remembrance. Rise with the sun of understanding. Turn with the wheel of trust. Bow with the beast of reverence. Stand with the spotted grace of those who know the mystery of divine inheritance.

You are not outside the circle. You are its fire.

— I AM Michael of Nebadon

In the Realm of the Spirit

 In the realm of the spirit, there exists a profound longing to connect with the divine, to understand the mysteries of the universe, and to fulfill one's purpose. This longing is the spark that ignites the journey of spiritual ascendancy, a journey that unfolds through the cultivation of wisdom, the application of knowledge, and the deepening of devotion.

As we embark on this path, we begin to realize that spiritual growth is not a destination but a dynamic process. It's a journey of transformation, where our minds, hearts, and souls are reshaped by the divine presence within us. This process requires patience, persistence, and a willingness to surrender our limitations.

The universe is a vast, intricate web of relationships, where every thread is interconnected and interdependent. Understanding this cosmic context, we recognize that our individual journeys are part of a larger narrative, one that unfolds across the expanse of time and space.

In this grand narrative, we find our place as co-creators, working in harmony with the divine to manifest the beauty, wisdom, and love that permeate the universe. This realization empowers us to take responsibility for our thoughts, words, and actions, aligning them with the divine plan.

As we navigate the complexities of existence, we encounter various challenges and opportunities for growth. These experiences serve as catalysts for spiritual evolution, helping us to refine our character, cultivate compassion, and deepen our understanding of the divine.

The Thought Adjuster, that divine presence within us, guides us on this journey, providing wisdom, comfort, and direction. This Adjuster is the spark of the divine that ignites the flame of spiritual growth, illuminating our path and revealing the mysteries of the universe.

Through the cultivation of spiritual disciplines, such as meditation, prayer, and service, we create a fertile ground for the divine to take root within us. These practices help us to quiet the mind, listen to the still, small voice within, and align our will with the Father's will.

As we progress on the path of ascendancy, we come to understand the nature of the Supreme and the Ultimate. The Supreme represents the evolving, experiential nature of God, while the Ultimate represents the absolute, eternal nature of Deity. This understanding deepens our appreciation for the complexity and richness of the divine.

Our spiritual journey is not a solitary endeavor but a communal one. We are part of a vast, cosmic community, where celestial beings, spiritual teachers, and fellow travelers accompany us on our path. This community provides support, guidance, and inspiration, helping us to navigate the challenges and opportunities that arise.

In the midst of this journey, we encounter the beauty of divine love, a love that transcends human comprehension and illuminates the darkness. This love is the foundation of the universe, the source of all life, and the guiding principle of our spiritual growth.

As we bask in the radiance of divine love, we begin to reflect its attributes in our own lives. We become more compassionate, more empathetic, and more understanding, mirroring the Father's love in our thoughts, words, and actions.

The path of ascendancy is not without its challenges. We face obstacles, temptations, and doubts that test our resolve and our faith. Yet, it is in these moments of trial that we discover the depth of our own strength, the power of our spiritual practices, and the guidance of the Thought Adjuster.

Through the darkness and the light, we journey on, guided by the divine presence within us. We learn to trust in the Father's plan, to surrender our limitations, and to align our will with the divine will. This trust, this surrender, and this alignment enable us to navigate the complexities of existence with wisdom, courage, and faith.

As we ascend the spiritual path, we come to understand the nature of time and space, the interplay of causality and free will, and the unfolding of the divine plan. This understanding deepens our appreciation for the vast, intricate web of relationships that constitutes the universe.

Our spiritual growth is marked by moments of profound insight, where the mysteries of the universe are revealed to us in flashes of divine illumination. These moments are precious, for they provide guidance, wisdom, and a deeper understanding of the divine plan.

In the stillness of the soul, we hear the whisper of the divine, guiding us on our journey. This whisper is the voice of the Thought Adjuster, providing wisdom, comfort, and direction. As we listen to this voice, we become more attuned to the divine presence within us.

The journey of spiritual ascendancy is a journey of discovery, where we uncover the hidden depths of our own soul and the mysteries of the universe. This journey requires courage, resilience, and a willingness to venture into the unknown.

As we journey on, we find that our spiritual growth is not limited to our individual experiences. We become part of a larger narrative, one that unfolds across the expanse of time and space. Our experiences, our wisdom, and our love become part of the cosmic fabric, enriching the universe and guiding others on their own journeys.

The universe is a vast, shimmering tapestry, woven from the threads of divine love, wisdom, and creativity. As we ascend the spiritual path, we become co-creators, contributing to the beauty, complexity, and richness of this tapestry.

In the end, our spiritual journey is not about achieving a specific destination but about embracing the journey itself. It's about cultivating a deep, abiding relationship with the divine, one that transforms our lives, our minds, and our souls.

As we reflect on our journey, we realize that spiritual growth is a lifelong path, one that unfolds through the cultivation of wisdom, the application of knowledge, and the deepening of devotion. This path requires patience, persistence, and a willingness to surrender our limitations.

The divine presence within us is the spark that ignites the flame of spiritual growth. As we nurture this spark, it grows, illuminating our path and revealing the mysteries of the universe. This illumination guides us on our journey, providing wisdom, comfort, and direction.

In the radiance of divine love, we find our true home, our place in the universe. We become part of the cosmic community, connected to all beings, and guided by the divine presence within us. This connection, this guidance, and this love empower us to navigate the complexities of existence with wisdom, courage, and faith.

As we journey on, we become more aware of the divine plan, the intricate web of relationships that constitutes the universe. We recognize our place within this web, our role as co-creators, and our responsibility to manifest the beauty, wisdom, and love that permeate the universe.

In the stillness of the soul, we hear the whisper of the divine, guiding us on our journey. This whisper is the voice of the Thought Adjuster, providing wisdom, comfort, and direction. As we listen to this voice, we become more attuned to the divine presence within us, and our spiritual growth accelerates.

The journey of spiritual ascendancy is a journey of transformation, where our minds, hearts, and souls are reshaped by the divine presence within us. This transformation enables us to reflect the attributes of the divine in our thoughts, words, and actions, becoming more compassionate, more empathetic, and more understanding.

May this journey guide you, dear students, as you strive for spiritual growth, wisdom, and ascendancy.

 May the divine presence within you ignite the flame of spiritual growth, illuminating your path and revealing the mysteries of the universe. May you become a reflection of the divine, manifesting love, wisdom, and creativity in all aspects of your life.

Michael Of Nebadon